Wednesday, October 12, 2016

Me myself and i

I want to learn new things
I want to study, to become a specialist
I want to be a good doctor
I want to go for exercise
I want to go for vacation, where at nite, im enjoying the pasar malam view
I want to laugh like before
I miss my friend
I miss the circle of people i use to have
I miss who i use to be
I wanna change
I need to have motivation
Thats the thing
I have none
Im feeling depressed
I feel like quitting
Rather than improving
I feel like running away
Rather than moving forward
I feel like hating everybody
Hating myself more and more everyday
Hating the environment
Rather than seeing the good in every aspect of life
I just wanna escape
I need to take a break
I wanna run away

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